What an intensely difficult week this has been. I'm now on anti-anxiety, anti-depressant, and sleeping pills. Something I have been fighting for months, but I finally had to admit defeat and face the fact I was in some serious trouble.

Hopefully they will help without any side effects. We shall see. I remain optomistic. Because I sure am tired, and sick, of being sick and tired. Feh.

And get this. In my Psych class, due to my mental squishiness, I got an 80 on my last quiz. I am in the process of arguing with the instructor over my general overall percentage in the class. Prior to this last quiz, I was averaging a 97. Now, after a stupid 25 point quiz, I dropped to 82 percent...How is this possible? Here are my scores thus far:
92/100
100/100
88/100
100/100
98/100
100/100
80/100

And this equals 82%??? I dont think so. By my sucky math skills, to me, that computes to a 94!

Today is surgery day. We leave here in about an hour and a half. I am so hoping that this resolves the infection issue and he can start feeling better. I am going to really be in their ass if it doesn't get better quick...he doesn't need to go septic and die.

Of which I got a big reminder today...Poor Chris Reeve has finally died from his injuries...that one shocked me.

I guess none of us are immune to the realities of life, eh?

Wish us luck.